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Emotional overload

Push me too farbreak-up-1

I may fall of the edge

Pay me too little attention

I will cry out for help

Emotional overload boils within the darkest

deepest place in me

No control of how to be

For dark shadows are surrounding me

Emotional overload  drains me of my being

Strips me of all normality and identity

Emotional overload is slowly killing me

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Seeing Red feeling Blue

red anblueyAs my emotions spiralled out of control

And my  conscience didn’t know right from wrong

All I knew was that I could not come to you

Your arms were not there to console

I had to pick myself up and be strong

I thought you cared , I thought you loved me

But how could you leave me sobbing like a child

How could you be angry , your reactions were so wild

How could you go on seeing red when I was feeling blue.

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Let me introduce you to my loneliness…

lonelyWill I will tell you of my loneliness

of how it’s pain is unbearable

Will I tell you how it hacks at my brain and

devours my thoughts

Will I tell you how it suffocates my soul

when I am most vulnerable

Will I tell you with my reason, how it teases

and cavorts

How it sits opposite me at the table

How it lies with me at night

How it greets me in the morning

The wanting is endless

The solitude is tedious

The sadness wells and breaks

against every heartbeat

This is my loneliness I eat  with

This is my loneliness I  sleep with

This is my loneliness  I cry with

This is my loneliness

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