I was going to write a review of 2014 , but to be honest it’s a year I personally wish to forget.I had an occuring bipolar episode which has effected me most of the year. I nearly lost the love of my life because I pushed her away, she left me for abit, but thankfully returned.Since then she has been at my side every step of the way.
I’ve never met a person with so much love and compassion. Dedicates most her time to helping and caring for me and her loved ones with no hesitation and never asks for anything return.
So I’m taking her away on a lovers holiday in the New Year to say thank you and to show her that no amount of words or poetry can really express the love I feel for her, sometimes showing her is far more important, anyway we’re going to spend some much dedicated time to all the things she loves to do and had missed out on for so long (one being Beach walking).
We met in the spring. You always can recall of how it was an instant connection, the thing we now know to be love. By late summer we had fallen in love. Sharing passionate kisses and lingering embraces. But never taking it further. We had to be sure that this was really something we wanted to pursue. You were 21 and I was 42, but yet the years in between melted away. You had never experienced real love, these feelings were so new to you and I was well still healing from her and then came that evening in early autumn…
Do remember I came round to see you
I think we were both aware what was about to take place that evening
It had been building for weeks, but now with minds free, mind set
We were ready to take to another level
I remember how beautiful you looked in that floral dress
And how nervous you were
You were trembling like the leaves blowing in the autumn winds
On the trees outside your window
I remember how inviting your lips were as you nervously spoke
I remember I pressed my finger to your lips and told you shh
And then I kissed you and you kissed me back
And how I began to unbutton your dress
And how you undid my belt
I remember taking off that floral dress
It was like the unveiling of statue of a Goddess
You were beautiful
Then both together there alone equal in our nakedness