Sometimes
I think I love you too much
I have tempered eyes of green
that stir emotions in me
That laid repressed
Darker emotions
That creep to the surface
Of an anger that was nurtured inside
And witnessed through my childish eyes
Of people who loved each other a little too much
And those scars I wear on my back
The ones you so often affectionately kiss
Those are the scars she gave me
That first time she told me
She loved me a little too much
But sometimes
I feel I’m morphing into her
This scares me
Sometimes
I want to shake you
Tear off your head
For being too nice
For being too bloody understanding
For being too naive in certain situations
And
For loving me back a little too much
But in your heart you know
I’d never touch you the way
She did with me
I would never allow myself to get inside your head
Like they did to me
Because I really do love you too much
©Copyright 2014 by June Bolland

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This is haunting, moving, very well written work!
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Thank you Noora x
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