I am lacking in joie de vivre
My brain has stopped properly functioning
Since things went wrong and you left again
My brain over thinks
It’s over worked
With thoughts of you
Play, pause, rewind,
Memories of happier times on a loop of you, me, us
I try so desperately try to recall your touch
I so miss the feel of you, the warmth of you, the love of you
My body aches for you
Melancholy invades me again
Too many emotions are contained fighting within
I need so much sleep
I could sleep for a hundred days
But then there is the emptiness,
But I so need empty, I so need space
I need the void to wallow in
To recovery, to gather strength
Within these walls of silence
To find my joie de vivre without you
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