Hear that…
Twang
The vessels in my head snap
1, 2, 3 Ping
I feel the warm blood flow
My brain is over thinking
The blood, the memories
Coat and keep my brain warm
I see kaleidoscope images of you
Then reality hits and there is darkness all around
Tears have drowned my body
It is weak,
Too weak it could not hold onto you
or wave you goodbye
People try to speak, make conversation
I hear their voices but their sound is muffled, distorted
Their words make no sense,
They try to console; try to say life has purpose without you
Sense. What is sense?
How can two people’s lives and love so entwined
Just end! We gave up, we stopped believing
Purpose. What is purpose?
You were my purpose
You made me, shaped me from the mess you met
You gave me reason, to breath, to wake, to love
Now I’m left with the thoughts of us
The thought when I brought
You back to life when your heart was giving in
Now here am my heart is giving in
with you not here to save it
Hear that…
Twang
The vessels in my head snap
1, 2, 3 Ping
I feel the warm blood flow
The blood, the memories
Coat and keep my brain warm
My brain has over thought
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