
I’m not in the mood or the mood is not in me
But your libido says otherwise
You run a bath, you say it’s to relax me
But I hear you pottering about
Waiting to be asked to join me
But I don’t
Dried I climb into bed , you’re already sat
Waiting, pretending to read, book closed
You lean over to kiss me,
I return it back but
You turn this into a passionate kiss
Again I return it but that’s as far as I wanted it to go
See I’m not in the mood or the mood is not in me
But your libido says otherwise
You think I’m receptive because of that kiss
Next thing you’ve change your position you’ve straddle me
You start to caress me ,
Hands on breasts
Kisses on my neck ,
Tongue teasing nipples and my belly too
I know where it’s heading
So I usher you back up for more kisses
You’re trying to arouse me but none of it will work
See I’m not in the mood or the mood is not in me
But your libido says otherwise
I feel your hand move towards the inside of my thigh
I allow you to play for a while
in the hope it sparks life into me
I feel you as you enter inside me, I don’t resist
again I hope a release of endorphins
to break this spell
that has been unfortunately cast on me
cos I really do want to Fuck you , but it isn’ t going to be tonight
I say I’m sorry next time I promise to make you my
‘Pillow Queen’
See I’m not in the mood or the mood is not in me
But your libido says otherwise
You say it’s ok , that it your fault
you thought it might help
So there we lay spooned , I can feel your breasts in my back
You kiss my back and say
“ Just wait and see tomorrow YOU will be fine”
You add your sweet dreams like you always do
Your arm around my belly and your fingers are entwined with mine
Suppressed tears in my eyes , I’m angry with myself
and mad at you for being so bloody understanding
but then secretly I am glad because
See I’m not in the mood or the mood is not in me
and your libido thought otherwise
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